Rachael Kirkconnell

Yeah, well, it was like we basically did live together, at least in Georgia. It was like our house. Like that's where home base was for us, I would say. Like that's where most of his stuff was. That's obviously where all my stuff is. And whenever we weren't traveling, that's where we would be. So it did feel like we were living together. But at the end of the day, it was my place. I don't know.

Yeah, well, it was like we basically did live together, at least in Georgia. It was like our house. Like that's where home base was for us, I would say. Like that's where most of his stuff was. That's obviously where all my stuff is. And whenever we weren't traveling, that's where we would be. So it did feel like we were living together. But at the end of the day, it was my place. I don't know.

Yeah, well, it was like we basically did live together, at least in Georgia. It was like our house. Like that's where home base was for us, I would say. Like that's where most of his stuff was. That's obviously where all my stuff is. And whenever we weren't traveling, that's where we would be. So it did feel like we were living together. But at the end of the day, it was my place. I don't know.

Yeah. So it was just one of those things where looking back, probably that was probably a red flag. But I just tried to tell myself that it was OK.

Yeah. So it was just one of those things where looking back, probably that was probably a red flag. But I just tried to tell myself that it was OK.

Yeah. So it was just one of those things where looking back, probably that was probably a red flag. But I just tried to tell myself that it was OK.

I honestly think we talked about family and kids more than anything, which is like. That sucks more than anything, I think, because I think when you picture your life or you have an idea of what it's going to look like, and now I'm like, I have no idea what life looks like from here on out. And yeah, it's sad to think about these.

I honestly think we talked about family and kids more than anything, which is like. That sucks more than anything, I think, because I think when you picture your life or you have an idea of what it's going to look like, and now I'm like, I have no idea what life looks like from here on out. And yeah, it's sad to think about these.

I honestly think we talked about family and kids more than anything, which is like. That sucks more than anything, I think, because I think when you picture your life or you have an idea of what it's going to look like, and now I'm like, I have no idea what life looks like from here on out. And yeah, it's sad to think about these.

I'm trying not to laugh at myself, but yeah, I'm picturing these kids that are obviously no longer a thing. Which, like, kind of sounds crazy. I'm not trying to sound like an insane person, but... You don't sound crazy. That's... Yeah, that's probably, like, one of the saddest things about it is just picturing your life with someone and thinking, like, that is how your life's going to look.

I'm trying not to laugh at myself, but yeah, I'm picturing these kids that are obviously no longer a thing. Which, like, kind of sounds crazy. I'm not trying to sound like an insane person, but... You don't sound crazy. That's... Yeah, that's probably, like, one of the saddest things about it is just picturing your life with someone and thinking, like, that is how your life's going to look.

I'm trying not to laugh at myself, but yeah, I'm picturing these kids that are obviously no longer a thing. Which, like, kind of sounds crazy. I'm not trying to sound like an insane person, but... You don't sound crazy. That's... Yeah, that's probably, like, one of the saddest things about it is just picturing your life with someone and thinking, like, that is how your life's going to look.

And then now it's just all taken away. But... Yeah, we talked about rings. He told me a few months ago to start saving some things, picking things out, or that we should go look at some. And that was a big deal, I would say, for him to say. That's when I was like, wow, okay, he really is on board with this. That was such a green flag to me.

And then now it's just all taken away. But... Yeah, we talked about rings. He told me a few months ago to start saving some things, picking things out, or that we should go look at some. And that was a big deal, I would say, for him to say. That's when I was like, wow, okay, he really is on board with this. That was such a green flag to me.

And then now it's just all taken away. But... Yeah, we talked about rings. He told me a few months ago to start saving some things, picking things out, or that we should go look at some. And that was a big deal, I would say, for him to say. That's when I was like, wow, okay, he really is on board with this. That was such a green flag to me.

And I felt like the longer we were together, the more he was able to talk about it and I think at first I could tell it was something that did scare him a lot or it was like a really hard thing for him to talk about. And it just seemed easier and easier as our relationship went on. So I felt like that was a good sign. Yeah. Yeah. And yeah, I don't know.

And I felt like the longer we were together, the more he was able to talk about it and I think at first I could tell it was something that did scare him a lot or it was like a really hard thing for him to talk about. And it just seemed easier and easier as our relationship went on. So I felt like that was a good sign. Yeah. Yeah. And yeah, I don't know.

And I felt like the longer we were together, the more he was able to talk about it and I think at first I could tell it was something that did scare him a lot or it was like a really hard thing for him to talk about. And it just seemed easier and easier as our relationship went on. So I felt like that was a good sign. Yeah. Yeah. And yeah, I don't know.

I just I think when he started talking about kids and picking out a ring and wedding food and where we want the wedding, like stuff like that. I use those things to just hold on, if that makes sense. Like, I don't know if there were any actions following those things. But when you're told these things, you just like want to hold on. Yeah.

I just I think when he started talking about kids and picking out a ring and wedding food and where we want the wedding, like stuff like that. I use those things to just hold on, if that makes sense. Like, I don't know if there were any actions following those things. But when you're told these things, you just like want to hold on. Yeah.