Rachael Kirkconnell

I just I think when he started talking about kids and picking out a ring and wedding food and where we want the wedding, like stuff like that. I use those things to just hold on, if that makes sense. Like, I don't know if there were any actions following those things. But when you're told these things, you just like want to hold on. Yeah.

um I definitely would I'm sure I would bring it up more but it wouldn't ever be in like a pressure kind of way it would just like come naturally in a conversation but he seemed more than happy to to talk about things too and I don't know it wasn't like a pattern of I think for at the end of the day, when I think about things like the words were there, but the actions weren't. Yeah.

um I definitely would I'm sure I would bring it up more but it wouldn't ever be in like a pressure kind of way it would just like come naturally in a conversation but he seemed more than happy to to talk about things too and I don't know it wasn't like a pattern of I think for at the end of the day, when I think about things like the words were there, but the actions weren't. Yeah.

um I definitely would I'm sure I would bring it up more but it wouldn't ever be in like a pressure kind of way it would just like come naturally in a conversation but he seemed more than happy to to talk about things too and I don't know it wasn't like a pattern of I think for at the end of the day, when I think about things like the words were there, but the actions weren't. Yeah.

They weren't matching. So he would say these things, but then. OK, well, what are we what are you doing to get this? If that makes sense, like what are we doing actively to. have an engagement and plan a wedding and all of this stuff. You know, like you said that we can go look at rings, but okay, is that going to happen?

They weren't matching. So he would say these things, but then. OK, well, what are we what are you doing to get this? If that makes sense, like what are we doing actively to. have an engagement and plan a wedding and all of this stuff. You know, like you said that we can go look at rings, but okay, is that going to happen?

They weren't matching. So he would say these things, but then. OK, well, what are we what are you doing to get this? If that makes sense, like what are we doing actively to. have an engagement and plan a wedding and all of this stuff. You know, like you said that we can go look at rings, but okay, is that going to happen?

You know, because it was one of those things where I was like, okay, you said that, but I'm going to see, I'm going to let him bring it back up if he meant it, you know?

You know, because it was one of those things where I was like, okay, you said that, but I'm going to see, I'm going to let him bring it back up if he meant it, you know?

You know, because it was one of those things where I was like, okay, you said that, but I'm going to see, I'm going to let him bring it back up if he meant it, you know?

Yeah, it's such a weird thing to begin with because at the end of the day, it's mostly men who propose. It's, of course, different for everyone these days, but everyone's like, yeah, she's on his timeline, she's on his timeline. I'm sitting here, I'm like, what am I supposed to do? I don't know. It's one of those things where at the end of the day, he's the one that needs to get down on a knee.

Yeah, it's such a weird thing to begin with because at the end of the day, it's mostly men who propose. It's, of course, different for everyone these days, but everyone's like, yeah, she's on his timeline, she's on his timeline. I'm sitting here, I'm like, what am I supposed to do? I don't know. It's one of those things where at the end of the day, he's the one that needs to get down on a knee.

Yeah, it's such a weird thing to begin with because at the end of the day, it's mostly men who propose. It's, of course, different for everyone these days, but everyone's like, yeah, she's on his timeline, she's on his timeline. I'm sitting here, I'm like, what am I supposed to do? I don't know. It's one of those things where at the end of the day, he's the one that needs to get down on a knee.

I think there were times in our relationship where... I don't want to say he seemed scared, but I think that he felt the weight of marriage really heavily on him. And I think that's for him to discuss like why he felt like that. I never knew if it was because there was something wrong with me or like not wrong with me.

I think there were times in our relationship where... I don't want to say he seemed scared, but I think that he felt the weight of marriage really heavily on him. And I think that's for him to discuss like why he felt like that. I never knew if it was because there was something wrong with me or like not wrong with me.

I think there were times in our relationship where... I don't want to say he seemed scared, but I think that he felt the weight of marriage really heavily on him. And I think that's for him to discuss like why he felt like that. I never knew if it was because there was something wrong with me or like not wrong with me.

I keep trying to tell myself that there's nothing wrong with me, even though like, of course, it feels like it sometimes. But. I ask myself, is it me or is it him? Is it something that he needs to figure out? Is there something that scares him? Is there something that he went through growing up that he has this trauma now? Or am I just not his perfect person? So I would just say,

I keep trying to tell myself that there's nothing wrong with me, even though like, of course, it feels like it sometimes. But. I ask myself, is it me or is it him? Is it something that he needs to figure out? Is there something that scares him? Is there something that he went through growing up that he has this trauma now? Or am I just not his perfect person? So I would just say,

I keep trying to tell myself that there's nothing wrong with me, even though like, of course, it feels like it sometimes. But. I ask myself, is it me or is it him? Is it something that he needs to figure out? Is there something that scares him? Is there something that he went through growing up that he has this trauma now? Or am I just not his perfect person? So I would just say,

argue a lot um when we would argue it would more so be like someone did something to piss the other person off and then I don't know it was like we both I guess we were both pretty stubborn so we both thought that we were in the right and that they were in the wrong and we just had a hard time seeing eye to eye sometimes like I was always trying to remind him Sorry.