Rachel Martin

And then that, look at it, it makes me emotional thinking about it.

That breaks me when you're in a vulnerable place and a stranger extends themself at all.

It like makes me feel good.

But now I pivoted this to myself and I didn't want to.

Oh, I'm thinking of one circumstance in particular.

And I said, no.

And I didn't want to talk about, I didn't want to say any more.

But I really appreciated that they asked.

No, but I said, no, but it's okay.

And that was it.

And...

And I think, am I trying too hard to sew this together?

But I do think there's something about being suspended in air in a situation where you could die because planes don't make sense.

And those being more truthful spaces, because what the hell do you have to lose?

So I get the plain thing for sure.

And I also- Yeah, you say it.

No, no, go ahead, go ahead.

No, I was just going to say you-

You were saying at the beginning that it feels dangerous to be so dependent on one's emotional state to determine whether or not one is okay with dying on a particular day.

But maybe this is just me.