Rachel Wilson

You have to work hard.

Why complain about it?

And then my mom's whole world was, she ended up being very bitter and resentful because it was like this view of, but I deserved this.

That should have been me.

I got robbed of it because whatever reason.

And often it was like if I was more attractive, you know, the men at work would have given me a raise if I looked like the other woman in the office or something, you know.

So it was like this bitter, resentful.

She was kind of like at war with the world.

So seeing those two things, neither of my parents are perfect.

Who is?

Who has perfect parents?

But it was kind of like.

I'd rather play over here where there's a purpose for me working hard and giving it my best shot and trying in life and figuring out what's important to me and then tailoring, you know, all my efforts toward that.

And I just thought that having a family was so cool.

And I wanted to have the family I didn't have.

I had this dream of like getting married, having kids, having an intact family and making it like a place where kids can grow up without all the screaming and yelling and chaos that I had and that a lot of kids have nowadays.

So I didn't go to college.

I had a full ride scholarship and I didn't go, which everybody thought was the end of the world.

It was like, how could you do that?

Your life is over.