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there's a way out or there's a way to deal with it.
And how did you identify that potentially it's an anxiety?
And was it rooted in working in security or is it literally a pathological thing that potentially could be part of your DNA?
And when you describe it, I mean, it's in my now later age, I can done making sense of things that these kind of things happen as a compounding effect.
It was a set from your parents and to split it up at 15 like that.
There is so many life events that.
can affect us without us even understanding of what was really happening to us.
Because that fear of not knowing what might be, especially not having any control over it, that can be crippling.
And if you don't make sense of it for a while, sometimes it takes people 30 years to make sense of things.
It's just, if not longer, sometimes they never make sense of things.
And I think it's just that way of understanding and realizing that what you're going through
you're not the only person feeling like it.
Obviously, like you've been public about it and actually been openly sharing about it and discovering that, you know what?
Pretty much everyone's the same like it because it can feel to people who haven't really got to that point, they can feel like I am the only one suffering with this because let's say you with your partner, now your wife, and she'd be like, she can seem like she's got it together, right?
Because she doesn't feel the same way.
You're thinking, why am I the only one feeling like this and will I ever be okay?
And then you realize, you know what?
Everyone feels like this.
Everyone's got their something.
Everyone, I've never met anyone who would be like, yeah, you're 100% fine.