Rashawn

named backup, a set of motorcycle keys, several diamonds that he said I once would... Yeah, several raw, raw diamonds that I would have once considered rocks.

These are his little trappings of Murphy.

And...

To see that he has these items that he's been keeping them and then bringing them out at night to summon her.

It is just so tragic.

It really is.

And she shows up and she says, you're looking different, aren't you?

And he tells her that he got a shave and a haircut because Maggie said it was time.

she says he looked shaggy bye matthias oh bye matthias um and then oh yeah i may have said that wrong i'm sorry i'm not sure that i'm right it's he knows and then uh she says maggie's right it was looking a bit shaggy it was looking messy

And now it looks healthy.

And she goes, something else is on your mind.

And the winter mantle stirs, flickering flickers of anger and need for resolution.

And he starts to tell Shade Murphy about Mab suggesting that Harry just get some revenge and put all this to bed.

Just go fucking fuck Rudolph up so you can get it out of your system.

And this is what they talk about a little bit.

Um...

And Harry says at the end it wouldn't be, it wouldn't change anything.

That's where he eventually gets to.

But they have a long conversation about how much he wants to do this, how he had to be physically held back.

Restrained.