Ray Mendoza

It's something being inserted that's physical that you can't manipulate or power through sometimes. When you realize that in a moment of being concussed, you know, half your force has been cut down and with one explosion, uh, you feel this real sense of vulnerability. Um, And yeah, other than just like, hopefully the movie described it.

It's something being inserted that's physical that you can't manipulate or power through sometimes. When you realize that in a moment of being concussed, you know, half your force has been cut down and with one explosion, uh, you feel this real sense of vulnerability. Um, And yeah, other than just like, hopefully the movie described it.

I have a hard time describing what it is, which is kind of why I made the film. You know, some people paint, some people write poetry, some people write songs or write a tune on a piano or guitar. For me, I like doing it. I can do it in movies. I can convey it.

I have a hard time describing what it is, which is kind of why I made the film. You know, some people paint, some people write poetry, some people write songs or write a tune on a piano or guitar. For me, I like doing it. I can do it in movies. I can convey it.

I have a hard time describing what it is, which is kind of why I made the film. You know, some people paint, some people write poetry, some people write songs or write a tune on a piano or guitar. For me, I like doing it. I can do it in movies. I can convey it.

through pictures uh versus talking about it um i can talk about it like i said i can handle it i just don't have the words to describe it it's just too specific of an event to describe how i was feeling and it's not just one emotion it's fear anger regret like fuck i should have worked out harder damn it i can't drag elliot up the driveway

through pictures uh versus talking about it um i can talk about it like i said i can handle it i just don't have the words to describe it it's just too specific of an event to describe how i was feeling and it's not just one emotion it's fear anger regret like fuck i should have worked out harder damn it i can't drag elliot up the driveway

through pictures uh versus talking about it um i can talk about it like i said i can handle it i just don't have the words to describe it it's just too specific of an event to describe how i was feeling and it's not just one emotion it's fear anger regret like fuck i should have worked out harder damn it i can't drag elliot up the driveway

And you're just like, I can't do anything about it now, but now I have regrets. Because I should have more on leg day type thing. So yeah, you know, it's a lot going on there.

And you're just like, I can't do anything about it now, but now I have regrets. Because I should have more on leg day type thing. So yeah, you know, it's a lot going on there.

And you're just like, I can't do anything about it now, but now I have regrets. Because I should have more on leg day type thing. So yeah, you know, it's a lot going on there.

Yeah, I mean, there's some things that, like, there's, like, basic, I think, operations that happen. Magazine changes, I'll give you an example. Magazine changes. I don't remember doing magazine changes, but I did them. at the end because they had me three magazines in there and I was like, I don't, I was like, oh shit, I don't remember going through this.

Yeah, I mean, there's some things that, like, there's, like, basic, I think, operations that happen. Magazine changes, I'll give you an example. Magazine changes. I don't remember doing magazine changes, but I did them. at the end because they had me three magazines in there and I was like, I don't, I was like, oh shit, I don't remember going through this.

Yeah, I mean, there's some things that, like, there's, like, basic, I think, operations that happen. Magazine changes, I'll give you an example. Magazine changes. I don't remember doing magazine changes, but I did them. at the end because they had me three magazines in there and I was like, I don't, I was like, oh shit, I don't remember going through this.

So there's like things like that, those mundane things that you do because you've done it thousands of times. So your brain is like, okay, you're operating on low bandwidth right now. I'm taking over. And you're just on autopilot. You're doing some of those basic things and you're not even aware that you're doing it. So now you're just focusing on the things that you normally don't do.

So there's like things like that, those mundane things that you do because you've done it thousands of times. So your brain is like, okay, you're operating on low bandwidth right now. I'm taking over. And you're just on autopilot. You're doing some of those basic things and you're not even aware that you're doing it. So now you're just focusing on the things that you normally don't do.

So there's like things like that, those mundane things that you do because you've done it thousands of times. So your brain is like, okay, you're operating on low bandwidth right now. I'm taking over. And you're just on autopilot. You're doing some of those basic things and you're not even aware that you're doing it. So now you're just focusing on the things that you normally don't do.

Like I'm not a medic. Uh, I mean, I, while everyone was doing like live tissue training, like I was probably dropping bombs in some desert somewhere doing training on aircraft. So, uh, I just didn't focus on, I got basic stuff, but I'm, so now I'm like, I, I can't worry about all the other things.

Like I'm not a medic. Uh, I mean, I, while everyone was doing like live tissue training, like I was probably dropping bombs in some desert somewhere doing training on aircraft. So, uh, I just didn't focus on, I got basic stuff, but I'm, so now I'm like, I, I can't worry about all the other things.

Like I'm not a medic. Uh, I mean, I, while everyone was doing like live tissue training, like I was probably dropping bombs in some desert somewhere doing training on aircraft. So, uh, I just didn't focus on, I got basic stuff, but I'm, so now I'm like, I, I can't worry about all the other things.