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Oh, too much goes into that drop. So I got out of the hospital, and for— Years. I don't know however long it took. It passed. Life started getting better. Whatever. Then... And I would get anxiety. It would come and go. But back then, I didn't know what it was. It turned into panic and... So then when I was 40, I would watch my kids. After I got divorced, I would have my kids every day.

Oh, too much goes into that drop. So I got out of the hospital, and for— Years. I don't know however long it took. It passed. Life started getting better. Whatever. Then... And I would get anxiety. It would come and go. But back then, I didn't know what it was. It turned into panic and... So then when I was 40, I would watch my kids. After I got divorced, I would have my kids every day.

Oh, too much goes into that drop. So I got out of the hospital, and for— Years. I don't know however long it took. It passed. Life started getting better. Whatever. Then... And I would get anxiety. It would come and go. But back then, I didn't know what it was. It turned into panic and... So then when I was 40, I would watch my kids. After I got divorced, I would have my kids every day.

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they went off to school full time you know nursery first grade so now I'm at 40 years old living in some fucking third floor apartment divorced from my first wife bouncing off of fucking walls again I mean fucking 40 years old no purpose no just I'm going I gotta quit comedy I gotta go into the psych ward I'm fucked up this is fucked up

they went off to school full time you know nursery first grade so now I'm at 40 years old living in some fucking third floor apartment divorced from my first wife bouncing off of fucking walls again I mean fucking 40 years old no purpose no just I'm going I gotta quit comedy I gotta go into the psych ward I'm fucked up this is fucked up

they went off to school full time you know nursery first grade so now I'm at 40 years old living in some fucking third floor apartment divorced from my first wife bouncing off of fucking walls again I mean fucking 40 years old no purpose no just I'm going I gotta quit comedy I gotta go into the psych ward I'm fucked up this is fucked up

So I found this therapist who was also—and I was already sober. I found this therapist that was in recovery, and he basically brought me back, you know, some medication through his partner who was a psychiatrist. He was a therapist. Great. I could talk. I could say anything to him, whatever, you know. And— then it just got better.

So I found this therapist who was also—and I was already sober. I found this therapist that was in recovery, and he basically brought me back, you know, some medication through his partner who was a psychiatrist. He was a therapist. Great. I could talk. I could say anything to him, whatever, you know. And— then it just got better.

So I found this therapist who was also—and I was already sober. I found this therapist that was in recovery, and he basically brought me back, you know, some medication through his partner who was a psychiatrist. He was a therapist. Great. I could talk. I could say anything to him, whatever, you know. And— then it just got better.

And then I realized and worked knowing whatever anxiety I feel, it'll pass. Nothing lasts forever. It'll pass. Like I had a little anxiety for the last week thinking about this. I go, what, you know, a little bit because, and we're friends and I've done podcasts and what Bonnie goes, shut up and be funny, be whatever, you know, A million things went through my fucking head.

And then I realized and worked knowing whatever anxiety I feel, it'll pass. Nothing lasts forever. It'll pass. Like I had a little anxiety for the last week thinking about this. I go, what, you know, a little bit because, and we're friends and I've done podcasts and what Bonnie goes, shut up and be funny, be whatever, you know, A million things went through my fucking head.

And then I realized and worked knowing whatever anxiety I feel, it'll pass. Nothing lasts forever. It'll pass. Like I had a little anxiety for the last week thinking about this. I go, what, you know, a little bit because, and we're friends and I've done podcasts and what Bonnie goes, shut up and be funny, be whatever, you know, A million things went through my fucking head.

Because, I mean, shit, you've had fucking Trump on, you know what I mean? And that's my low self-esteem. Because, of course, I should be doing everything in my mind. Do you see what I'm saying? Does that make sense? But... Even when I did Tough Crowd, I was on 30 times. Every episode, I had anxiety till it started. Every special or everything I've ever done, anxiety for the first second.

Because, I mean, shit, you've had fucking Trump on, you know what I mean? And that's my low self-esteem. Because, of course, I should be doing everything in my mind. Do you see what I'm saying? Does that make sense? But... Even when I did Tough Crowd, I was on 30 times. Every episode, I had anxiety till it started. Every special or everything I've ever done, anxiety for the first second.

Because, I mean, shit, you've had fucking Trump on, you know what I mean? And that's my low self-esteem. Because, of course, I should be doing everything in my mind. Do you see what I'm saying? Does that make sense? But... Even when I did Tough Crowd, I was on 30 times. Every episode, I had anxiety till it started. Every special or everything I've ever done, anxiety for the first second.

I walk out, boom, gone. All right, it's just- Well, that's because you care.

I walk out, boom, gone. All right, it's just- Well, that's because you care.