Richard Feidler
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This is my boss.
No, not to the residents, but to Manchester.
So I would get very, very good quality dope from him and I'd be selling it and he'd be providing me and I'd make some and he'd make some.
So the whole thing was a front.
No one knew, not till it all fell apart.
Yes, I was.
I mean, I'm this naive.
What am I now, like 23 or 24?
I was so naive.
He said, oh, we've got to go down to Bristol now.
And we went to this place and literally they were like dark suits, sunglasses and guns.
And they didn't smile.
And I'm sitting there watching them do all this big time drug dealing.
And I'm thinking, what am I doing here?
that's where drugs can take you.
They can take you into very, very dark places and you don't even realise at the time.
Look, I can only do that in retrospect.
But when I look back at my life now, I can see that had that not happened to me, my life may have been different.
Of course, I don't know.
But the effects of that, the self-destruction, the self-hatred.