Rivkah Reyes

lack of food or with like a gym addiction, sometimes all of the above, gambling, like whatever.

Luckily, I never gambled, but I think if I did, I would be addicted to it.

You know, I have an addictive personality.

It runs in my family on both sides.

And also, we're like iPad babies.

Our brains are so like dopamine dependent and so starved for just like anything to feel either extremely good or extremely nothing at all.

Yeah.

That's America.

I mean, honestly, it's like kind of the world, but definitely very American thing to just like want to feel like good all the time or like feel absolutely nothing and just like zone out and like do work.

It's like you said, sugar, food, nicotine, my phone and my vape.

If those go missing, I become a crackhead.

I'm like tearing apart my apartment.

And I also have a really weird thing that I do now where I own probably 20 to 47 of the same identical black crop top, right?

And and these are clothing that I wear for like the workouts, the line dancing, the events, whatever.

And if I have my mind on one of those identical ones and they're not identical.

Yeah.

One has lace.

One has these kinds of straps and one has the thicker straps.

Like one is a tube top and one is a tube top with a bow in my mind.

I'm like, no, that's the one.