Ronnie

And I think that was a massive, massive wake-up call.

Because in between this, he's going back and forth, back and forth, not really knowing what's going on in his own brain.

And I understand that he was a little bit like...

screwed up not knowing quite where it was at but I think when I decided that was it I'm done good see you later have a nice day I think it really was a big wake-up call and then he spent the next god knows how long busting his gut to get me back effectively.

Funnily enough, it started with more couples and then we went to a couple of parties.

And I remember going to this particular party and it was when I realized, gosh, I guess I quite like women.

And there was one particular woman there who I'll never forget and I was highly attracted to her.

Her husband was a sleazy mofo, so we didn't go there.

But it was one of those missed opportunities.

And so I guess when I split from that guy, and that's a whole other issue, he was a pedophile, let's move on.

I think when I split from him, I was still very curious about the bi side.

So, of course, when my husband said...

I think when my husband said, I'd like to try a threesome, that was kind of like, oh, actually, that's a real good opportunity for me to try and get into my buy side and see whether I really like that or whether it was just a one-off or that sort of thing.

But I did have some...

what you would call couple experiences before I met my husband.

Were they full swaps or soft swaps?

No full swaps.

One particular one though, which I thought was particularly hot, was one particularly lady, she liked DP, double penetration.

And I got to watch that hottest thing I've ever seen, literally standing off to the side right there.

It was like home porn, if that makes sense.