Rose

And I was like, I don't want to feel like I may be settling for something that's comfortable and safe.

I don't know.

I don't know how important that like spark and that like,

Yeah.

I think it's literally the opposite problem with the best friend that I have this compatibility and I'm not sure about the chemistry part.

Yeah.

Especially like when we kiss, like I had to almost, I never done this with like an older man having to be like, oh, like kiss differently or I don't like, I had to like kind of coach him a little bit.

It was just like, it was a situation almost like our lips did not like align.

I don't even know how to explain it, but it wasn't that immediate.

Like I'm enamored with this situation.

Okay.

Cause I've never had that situation before.

I've never met someone long distance.

So I feel like I know them so well, but like also don't know them at all in real life.

That makes me feel better.

Yeah.

I think it's also, it's also because he's coming like for Valentine's day to see me and I'm too, like, I'm going to be two months out of that relationship and,

So I'm kind of just like overanalyzing the situation, wondering if it's also like maybe too soon to like move on or I don't know if it is too soon or how much of a chance I should give this, especially if I didn't feel that chemistry at first.

Like just kind of all over the place with anxiety.

Yeah, he was though.