Rose

And it's always been like really toxic relationships.

One of my

Exes had BPD, the most recent one.

Really sweet.

Borderline personality disorder.

It's similar to bipolar and it was undiagnosed.

So that was like a train wreck.

And the one that the most recent ex, it was really disappointing because I loved him a lot, but we were just...

on completely different like wavelengths when it comes to life.

And it was just getting really toxic really fast within a year.

So we kind of cut it off about like two months ago.

Since I got out of my relationship, like every day.

No, no.

Like he, he's been kind of like my short, like shoulder to cry on for lack of a better word.

Um, and he's always been very, like he's older.

He's, he's always liked me.

He's kind of been pining for me while I've been in a relationship, uh, six years older.

What do you mean?

A lot to the point that he's kind of like my therapist, which I don't know is like a good thing, you know, starting off like he knows everything about my failed relationship.

And he's like, it's like a weird dynamic where he is my friend.