Rosé

Like I never thought I would ever fly to Korea and live in that city ever.

Like I always kind of dreamed of like, Oh, it'd be so fun to live in Korea.

Like I grew up in New Zealand and Australia.

So like just living in Asia and that city is just like so fun and different.

thought it would never happen and going there to chase after my dreams, like how fun.

And then again, this Grammy nomination, it feels like, oh my gosh, I never thought that would be possible.

Like yes, Blackpink and we're getting so much love and I'm so grateful for that and it's so exciting but that I didn't think it would be a possibility but I feel like they're quite similar.

So it's like the second chapter of my life.

Well, this one was about... I'm sure you go to a lot of events when you're in LA.

There are so many fun, exciting events that you feel so lucky to be invited to, and it's so glamorous and fun.

But I was invited to an event, and it was at the very beginning of this one year, before this one year started.

And I went to the event, and I felt like, just really like, I was in a place that was supposed to feel so glamorous and exciting, I felt really like, mmm, like I was comparing myself to everyone, I didn't know how to act, and I remember coming back home feeling really depressed, and like, ugh, I don't feel very special, or good.

And then the next day, I remember I just like cried in the hotel.

Then I was like on Instagram.

yeah that just made it worse yeah and they're like comments like there were comments about like where is she going with her career she hasn't announced this this or that like she has no idea what she's doing and I had just started the year to like I'd gifted you know you know with the group we've gifted ourselves this time to be free and explore and

And really kind of just, for myself, I think, I don't know, I feel like I can't speak for the other girls, but for me, I think I was looking for what my passion was again and what made me really happy and driven and excited.

And it hadn't even started, but that's what I saw.

And I was just like, oh my gosh, I feel terrible.

um you know I remember in the morning I had a session that day and I was getting ready and I'm like I couldn't put my like makeup on because I was like it was bad day you know we go through it once in a while of course yeah and then um I got to the studio and they were like what should we write about I'm like

I don't know, I've just been feeling really, really bad.