Rosé

Like, I feel really, really just, I feel shit, basically.

And it sparked.

I was like, can we write a song that's... Because I know a lot of songs can kind of have hope in it and have these hopeful feelings in it, but that's not how I felt.

And I needed a song that I could relate to.

Because a lot of the times I want to be presented to my fans as like, I'm independent.

I don't need people's approval.

I don't.

I'm my own thing.

We love to be that way, but it's not really realistic.

That was the day I think I woke up and I was like, oh, my God, I feel so embarrassed that

Like, I don't feel confident at all, but like how embarrassing.

I was on Instagram all night looking at these comments and I felt embarrassed that I had let those emotions really affect me.

I have let people get away with, I think a lot of things that has made me sad and like has made me cry.

I think I let a lot of things make me really, really sad, but I. I've noticed this thing where I sometimes protect people.

And I don't know why.

I'd like to think I have a lot of love for certain people in my life.

But to a certain extent that I want to be validated by them and then their actions of making me actually sad or feel sad.

is forgiven and I turn that around and I understand them and then I would probably blame myself.

I'm still living through that.

I'd like to think that's because I'm still in my twenties and hopefully people say when you're like, when you turn 30, then like things start to make sense.