Ryan Blair

No, I have not heard her story. But it doesn't surprise me. I think that when the student is ready, the teacher appears.

No, I have not heard her story. But it doesn't surprise me. I think that when the student is ready, the teacher appears.

Oh, yeah. I always had a spiritual calling in my life. My grandmother, best thing I could describe her as is a saint. She lived 99 years, and she never cursed. She never drank caffeine. She never drank alcohol. She lived a high vibrational life. She always had joy, would always sing. You know, she was just filled with joy and happiness. That was my grandmother's spiritual walk.

Oh, yeah. I always had a spiritual calling in my life. My grandmother, best thing I could describe her as is a saint. She lived 99 years, and she never cursed. She never drank caffeine. She never drank alcohol. She lived a high vibrational life. She always had joy, would always sing. You know, she was just filled with joy and happiness. That was my grandmother's spiritual walk.

Oh, yeah. I always had a spiritual calling in my life. My grandmother, best thing I could describe her as is a saint. She lived 99 years, and she never cursed. She never drank caffeine. She never drank alcohol. She lived a high vibrational life. She always had joy, would always sing. You know, she was just filled with joy and happiness. That was my grandmother's spiritual walk.

And so she was an example. And I would always ask her questions. I always was a seeker. I'd ask her for explanations about the Bible. I'd question things. I would always bring to her my interpretations of biblical stories and so forth. And so I had that in me from the time I was born. And I would seek that out all the time.

And so she was an example. And I would always ask her questions. I always was a seeker. I'd ask her for explanations about the Bible. I'd question things. I would always bring to her my interpretations of biblical stories and so forth. And so I had that in me from the time I was born. And I would seek that out all the time.

And so she was an example. And I would always ask her questions. I always was a seeker. I'd ask her for explanations about the Bible. I'd question things. I would always bring to her my interpretations of biblical stories and so forth. And so I had that in me from the time I was born. And I would seek that out all the time.

But when I lost my father and when I witnessed what he was doing and I witnessed

But when I lost my father and when I witnessed what he was doing and I witnessed

But when I lost my father and when I witnessed what he was doing and I witnessed

what was going on in society as a whole at the time i thought you know i really questioned my faith and i doubted it and i became anything but faithful i became a predator basically so you know i i have to tell you that i ventured away from it and then you know by the grace of god and i didn't even see this pattern a mentor comes in my life i received mercy and grace and i didn't see the pattern of god's hand in my life but it came after a lot of prayer

what was going on in society as a whole at the time i thought you know i really questioned my faith and i doubted it and i became anything but faithful i became a predator basically so you know i i have to tell you that i ventured away from it and then you know by the grace of god and i didn't even see this pattern a mentor comes in my life i received mercy and grace and i didn't see the pattern of god's hand in my life but it came after a lot of prayer

what was going on in society as a whole at the time i thought you know i really questioned my faith and i doubted it and i became anything but faithful i became a predator basically so you know i i have to tell you that i ventured away from it and then you know by the grace of god and i didn't even see this pattern a mentor comes in my life i received mercy and grace and i didn't see the pattern of god's hand in my life but it came after a lot of prayer

So I would pray, miracles would happen, but I wouldn't kind of equate the two. I wasn't smart enough to see God's hand in my life. And then I'd venture away, and then I'd hit a rock bottom again. And what I've come to realize is that rock was God, basically. So I'd strip away all the worldly desires, get close to my faith, and then I'd rebound in life.

So I would pray, miracles would happen, but I wouldn't kind of equate the two. I wasn't smart enough to see God's hand in my life. And then I'd venture away, and then I'd hit a rock bottom again. And what I've come to realize is that rock was God, basically. So I'd strip away all the worldly desires, get close to my faith, and then I'd rebound in life.

So I would pray, miracles would happen, but I wouldn't kind of equate the two. I wasn't smart enough to see God's hand in my life. And then I'd venture away, and then I'd hit a rock bottom again. And what I've come to realize is that rock was God, basically. So I'd strip away all the worldly desires, get close to my faith, and then I'd rebound in life.

And then I'd do that again, and then I'd rebound, and I'd do that again and rebound. And so my journey up until I was 40 years old, I'm 45 years old, was a constant growth through, you know, growing, attracting worldly material things, and then getting on my knees as a result of the circumstances and crisis in my life.

And then I'd do that again, and then I'd rebound, and I'd do that again and rebound. And so my journey up until I was 40 years old, I'm 45 years old, was a constant growth through, you know, growing, attracting worldly material things, and then getting on my knees as a result of the circumstances and crisis in my life.

And then I'd do that again, and then I'd rebound, and I'd do that again and rebound. And so my journey up until I was 40 years old, I'm 45 years old, was a constant growth through, you know, growing, attracting worldly material things, and then getting on my knees as a result of the circumstances and crisis in my life.