Róisín Ingle

But with this person, I had a I had a relationship.

I mean, I did.

And, you know, it was my fault that he was no longer in the world.

Yeah, I mean, I don't know exactly what it did to me.

Did you act out?

Yeah, I was not a very pleasant child.

I was a disruptor in the house.

I mean, you know, my mum had a good house going on where people did the thing, not did what they were told, it wasn't disciplined, but people would pitch in and the whole thing ran because everyone was on board and I was not one of the ones who was on board and I was often...

disruptive and I was often and I think yeah the classic isn't it like this obviously you know we don't need a degree in anything to go things that happened to me that weren't addressed I had big feelings about big traumatic things and nobody sat down and went oh let's let's put all that on the table and see how you're doing with that.

So I had to go somewhere.

So I think I just was like a bit of an annoying bad.

I just didn't really do what I was told.

And I, you know, I messed around in school.

And you know what I did, Ray, was like I used all of these things that happened to me almost like attention seeking.

Like I made it a drama about me.

Like I'd like to shock people when I tell them, you know, my dad killed himself and then this other person had drowned or, you know, I would use it as like a little way of kind of making myself have a bit of story about me, you know.

Sort of cool.

Yeah, or also cool because I didn't care.

But obviously, I did care.

I know.