Róisín Ingle

He's bullshitting and whatever.

And my mum said, no, it's true.

And that was a big revelation.

Was it or... I think it was.

I mean, it was definitely did not feel like something you were going to be telling people.

And I know that some people in my family would have not ever told anyone for a very long time, you know.

Can't speak for them, but I have that impression that that's the case.

And I remember when I went to school that morning, when... Well, the morning he died.

I didn't know when the morning he died, but...

Even him dying was, it was all out of, it didn't make sense.

And it was strange and it singled you out as some kind of weird person.

And probably the fact that he'd been in hospital all those times has probably already made you feel a bit different.

But yeah, definitely the suicide bit.

It's not something we were going to be talking about.

And even within our family.

You know, it's not just that we kind of, behind closed doors, we were all talking about it.

It kind of like just was, it happened and then we just carried on, you know.

That's not probably... Not ideal.

But even my mum would say that's not ideal.

But, you know, at the time, there wasn't any other like, it wasn't like, okay, things kick in now, don't they?