Sage Robbins

The first chapter where it was most painful was like, I want to be a mom.

I wanted to be a mother so bad and then through you know miscarriage after miscarriage after miscarriage and I you know just I surrendered that I surrendered that and I was like okay well you know our life path and we were traveling and we were traveling at that time close to gosh I mean you know around the world twice in a year on average 265 days of the year we were traveling on the road and

with events and then I was like, okay.

And I recognized that mothering is a quality, it's love, it's nourishment.

And so I started to focus on that.

I started to focus on all the aspects that I already was before I was a mother.

And that was healing for me.

That was healing for me.

And surrendering, you know, in my I know mind what I wanted or what I felt my life should be.

That was my call to adventure.

That was my call to adventure.

And I'd never be who I am without that path.

I'd never be the mother I am without that path.

It so schooled me.

And it taught me so much.

And faith, you know, like a deeper level of faith.

And we went through, then I started, a friend of mine was going through IVF.

And she introduced me.

We would never have our daughter if it wasn't for her, Heidi.

And I, you know, we went through cycle after cycle after cycle.