Sam

And, uh,

once I got like one thing under control, it was just like, felt like the next thing took over and it, it latched itself onto my face for a while.

Just telling me I wasn't good enough or I wasn't, you know, it, there was just many ways that it, it kind of took over and one by one, I just kind of tackled them through the years and, and,

Um, now it's just, man, I'm really grateful.

I just feel like I'm in a, in a, I am in a better head space.

I just feel like I have a better understanding of that OCD voice.

Yeah.

Yeah, I really appreciate that.

It is, I mean, you haven't heard it like that, but that is true.

I mean, it is, it's very...

It's very exhausting.

I mean, I wonder sometimes if someone were to plug my brain into their head.

I think at work, it's maybe less about what's happening at work.

I feel like I'm doing pretty well in my job.

I just...

I fall really quickly into a spirit of comparison with my peers.

And just like, you know, we all graduated college, you know, and now we're moving on to this next stage of life where everyone's starting to get like money.

And, and it's like, wow, man, like what they're doing at their job is maybe more impressive or more, um, requires more like intellect, you know, than, than maybe what I'm doing.

And I, I just feel like,

maybe I could be doing more.