Sara Al Madani

And I didn't understand anything about narcissism or toxic relationships.

Back then, I didn't have a lot of information online and podcasts and all that and awareness.

When you're curious, you go deep, like you enter the rabbit hole.

And I was like, what's happening here?

Instead of me focusing on, oh my God, they're bad, they're this, pointing the finger and being a victim all the time, which a lot of us do because it's comfortable to be a victim.

I didn't hurt anybody, they hurt me.

Look at me, I'm the broken one.

I realized being a victim does not serve me, does not make me grow, doesn't get me anywhere.

And only when I started pointing the finger on myself, because it takes two to tango, where did I go wrong?

What did I do?

Where's my contribution to this?

Because I need to grow out of this.

And only then I started looking at my life differently and like looking into healing.

My journey started with some therapy.

I just did not like after every therapy session, the therapist was like, see you next week.

See you next week.

See you next week.

I'm like, but I feel like I need you now.

I feel like I'm depending on you.

How am I learning?