Sara

Like, I just thought like, oh, you know, like, that's not for me.

I didn't think that I was a case that would need it.

But then you also like, look at like, you're like,

you know, you look at our, our like culture, like, you know, uh, you know, like celebrities and pop culture and you're like, man, like they, you know, like, you know, like someone like took it or whatever and they're so thin and they were already kind of thin and you're like, well, I guess there's like all different use cases for this, you know?

But, uh, you know, I felt like I felt ashamed and I felt like I was cheating.

I would be cheating.

That's how I felt about it then, yeah.

And I've always felt like there's always been some kind of shame wrapped around like,

like wanting to look a certain way.

And so, you know, all the health things aside, that's always in my mind.

If I'm totally honest, I mean, no bullshit.

Like I am attached to like, oh, I want to look a certain way.

And I felt ashamed of it.

Absolutely, yes, yes.

Yeah, yeah.

And, you know, I was...

I was talking to my husband at the time and he was saying, what's the worst that can happen?

You try it.

And he's so great.

He's always trying to help me heal this shame.