Sara

You know what?

Yeah, so I'm one of those people that I've always had to work very hard.

Yeah, I totally am.

Like, I am more nervous to talk about this than, you know, coming on and talking about, you know, sex and hot wifing and things like that.

I think because for me, you know, my, you know, journey with my body and, you know, like feeling good about my body, that's like a very...

vulnerable place for me.

And, and just, you know, I'm sure lots of people experience this women experience this, you know, we have a lot of shame wrapped around, like our bodies and how we look.

And so I think that's why I feel nervous about it, because it really does like, kind of

trigger me to feel those things.

Yeah, even though I feel like I feel very good in my body now, I'm very confident.

And I've been very confident, you know, on and off throughout my life with my body and the different shapes that I've been.

But you know, there's that like deep, deep patterned shame that a lot of women feel about their bodies.

Yeah, yeah.

Yes.

So, you know, even as a kid, I, you know, I wasn't like an athletic kid.

I wasn't, you know, an obese kid or anything.

But, you know, I was always like a little thicker and I...

you know, when I became, I guess, probably in my late teens, I became, you know, interested in like working out and things like that.

And, you know, before that, you know, unfortunately in my youth, you know, when I was like a tween and a teen, I did struggle with eating disorders because, you know, I was trying to

really be thinner than really what my body was meant to be.