Sarah Jakes Roberts

That to even feel anger made me feel alive.

It made me feel like a person.

Unless you've been there, it's really hard to understand for someone.

But yeah, it just it made me feel alive to feel angry.

And I felt like, OK, this probably isn't healthy.

And I was in my first marriage and we were going through a terrible situation, which there was an alleged pregnancy by someone else.

And I started I started really having some unhealthy thoughts.

I knew Emma.

I knew I was headed to prison because, listen, like I preach now and I get dressed up and I may not give what I was ready to give back then, but I was ready to give jail time.

I just was.

And I was like, OK, I got to make.

Because you were that angry.

I was so upset.

But I had to realize like I was upset with him, but more than anyone, I was upset with myself.

And I felt like what I wanted was someone to channel that anger towards.

And he gave me a reason to channel that anger towards him and her or anyone.

And I got to a place where I had to let it out.

So I was writing.

It was really just for me because I wanted to get it out of me.

Then I realized I would like close the blog with like, you know, if I were someone's friend, what would I say to someone in this situation?