Sarah Kanowski

It was heaven, like a little cottage, cute little cottage.

His dog was tied outside, his beautiful dog.

And I don't think we need to go into the details, but it was very special for me.

All aspects of the relationship were enjoyable.

All aspects were explored.

But there was one funny moment when...

i went for a walk there was a moment of awkwardness on this on the i think it was a saturday morning when i woke up i wasn't you know that sort of post now we're um vertical what do we do now sort of moment and it was like i wandered for i went for a walk in the garden and i found this little cottage and open little shack sort of thing in the garden and went inside and it turned out that the owners of the property had

built a little heritage kind of bush museum and it had old pioneer photos and old pioneer equipment including an axe on the wall and um I he came in behind me my Joe and put his arms around me I think and I think I made a joke about the axe you know you could be an axe murderer I've got no idea who you are

It was heady.

I was beside myself, deliriously happy.

I mean, it had been so long since I'd been with someone.

And as I write in Fake, the personal pronoun we...

and I are very powerful personal pronouns.

And I'd been an I for so long.

And it's actually, I wonder if other people feel this, but I'm so acutely aware when people go, we're going away this weekend.

We are going to a restaurant.

I hear it.

And I heard it then and I still hear it now very acutely.

And all of a sudden I was a we.

We are going to stay on the Hawkesbury River this weekend.