Sarah Ruth Thomas

It happened again.

It showed right up on my TV without prompting, and without power.

I didn't even react this time.

I'm so numb that I can't even process my own fear.

Like, who gives a shit at this point?

Plus, it wasn't even that big a deal this time.

I'll be away from it in three days, and it feels like it's over, at least it's wrapping up.

Should I bow?

Leave them a review?

Sure, it was elaborate, if not threatening and terrifying for the past couple months.

It was just a shot of the newsroom.

20 straight minutes of what might as well have been dead air.

No decaying Oscar, no yelling Seth, no cryptic pregnant women making comments about kings or whatever.

Does a lack of sleep impact how much you care about shit?

Because I don't care anymore.

I lost everything because I let myself get fixated on this freaky show shit.

Made me see shit outside my house that probably wasn't even there.

Made me lose my wits to the point of losing my fucking job.

Only thing it didn't make me lose was Valerie.

That's all I can manage to care about.