Sarrah Le Marquand

The guilt and apprehension she feels in announcing her pregnancy.

and how she and Ben plan to navigate their high-flying careers and unconventional living arrangements as they prepare for parenthood.

Erin Holland, welcome back to the Stellar Podcast.

Thank you.

The last time you and I sat down was late last year in the Stellar Podcast studio.

It's now May, it's coming up to Mother's Day, which is going to be appropriate for very obvious reasons.

You have some news to share.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

That just feels like such an insignificant word to say congratulations.

well i really wish i had something more profound to say congratulations but whatever that profound word is by a thousand we had such a huge response to your very generous interview and the candor with which you spoke about your fertility journey i know you've been very generous with your followers and and really generous with our audience

I felt completely helpless.

This is not about me but I just know I would have been a conduit for how so many people felt hearing your story and I'm sure you encounter that all the time.

There were a few moments example where you said your fertility journey you were feeling quote like your face is pressed up against the glass of a club you so badly want to be a part of.

but no one is letting you in.

How does a moment looking back on those words feel as we're sitting here about 23 weeks into this pregnancy?

I definitely had, I'd imagine that there would be that protective sense.

So I asked these questions through that prism.

You know, one obvious question would be someone saying, how did you feel when you saw the positive result?

But as you've already shared before, Erin, you had experienced pregnancy loss before.