Seth Gehle

And it was, like, really, like, you could tell you fucked up bad. And I would say in most situations – Kids could probably be like, okay, I fucked up. This is going to, you know, whatever, get a whoop and be over with. But when you're scared to come home in the first place, it's already just not good. So go upstairs.

And it was, like, really, like, you could tell you fucked up bad. And I would say in most situations – Kids could probably be like, okay, I fucked up. This is going to, you know, whatever, get a whoop and be over with. But when you're scared to come home in the first place, it's already just not good. So go upstairs.

And it was, like, really, like, you could tell you fucked up bad. And I would say in most situations – Kids could probably be like, okay, I fucked up. This is going to, you know, whatever, get a whoop and be over with. But when you're scared to come home in the first place, it's already just not good. So go upstairs.

Standard procedure for getting an ass whooping was like bending over the bed, grab the blankets, don't move. Because if you try to protect your ass with your hands, they're just going to get your hands hit, right? And so my mom had this board. that she would whoop us with. It was like a two by six handle carved in it, you know, a bunch of holes in there, drill for optimal ass whooping.

Standard procedure for getting an ass whooping was like bending over the bed, grab the blankets, don't move. Because if you try to protect your ass with your hands, they're just going to get your hands hit, right? And so my mom had this board. that she would whoop us with. It was like a two by six handle carved in it, you know, a bunch of holes in there, drill for optimal ass whooping.

Standard procedure for getting an ass whooping was like bending over the bed, grab the blankets, don't move. Because if you try to protect your ass with your hands, they're just going to get your hands hit, right? And so my mom had this board. that she would whoop us with. It was like a two by six handle carved in it, you know, a bunch of holes in there, drill for optimal ass whooping.

And the first time she hit me on that day, I realized like, okay, this is not good. Like literally the first crack, I rebound off the bed, fell to my knees and she kept swinging. And so she went from hitting my ass to, she struck me across the back three, four or five times, somewhere around there. And I can remember like

And the first time she hit me on that day, I realized like, okay, this is not good. Like literally the first crack, I rebound off the bed, fell to my knees and she kept swinging. And so she went from hitting my ass to, she struck me across the back three, four or five times, somewhere around there. And I can remember like

And the first time she hit me on that day, I realized like, okay, this is not good. Like literally the first crack, I rebound off the bed, fell to my knees and she kept swinging. And so she went from hitting my ass to, she struck me across the back three, four or five times, somewhere around there. And I can remember like

I don't remember what it felt like, but I can remember being there on my knees, like fighting for my life to stand up, to try to like get the hell out of the way. And my mom just kept swinging and she just, she, she swung it and I'm like bouncing off the bed and. it almost feels like there's like a cloud of like anger. You can feel the emotion.

I don't remember what it felt like, but I can remember being there on my knees, like fighting for my life to stand up, to try to like get the hell out of the way. And my mom just kept swinging and she just, she, she swung it and I'm like bouncing off the bed and. it almost feels like there's like a cloud of like anger. You can feel the emotion.

I don't remember what it felt like, but I can remember being there on my knees, like fighting for my life to stand up, to try to like get the hell out of the way. And my mom just kept swinging and she just, she, she swung it and I'm like bouncing off the bed and. it almost feels like there's like a cloud of like anger. You can feel the emotion.

You can feel almost like the tension, I guess, in the air of just this like, you couldn't breathe. It's like, you couldn't breathe, you know? And I fell down and I'm laying there screaming and crying. And instead of, I'm sorry, I love you. And this is why I did this or whatever. She says, get the fuck out of here. Go to your fucking room.

You can feel almost like the tension, I guess, in the air of just this like, you couldn't breathe. It's like, you couldn't breathe, you know? And I fell down and I'm laying there screaming and crying. And instead of, I'm sorry, I love you. And this is why I did this or whatever. She says, get the fuck out of here. Go to your fucking room.

You can feel almost like the tension, I guess, in the air of just this like, you couldn't breathe. It's like, you couldn't breathe, you know? And I fell down and I'm laying there screaming and crying. And instead of, I'm sorry, I love you. And this is why I did this or whatever. She says, get the fuck out of here. Go to your fucking room.

And so I like low crawled in my room, probably being a little dramatic. But I just as far as like pain and the capability of standing goes. But I wanted to be loved. You know, every kid, especially when you upset your parents, what do you just want their approval? Right. You just want like, OK, I still love you.

And so I like low crawled in my room, probably being a little dramatic. But I just as far as like pain and the capability of standing goes. But I wanted to be loved. You know, every kid, especially when you upset your parents, what do you just want their approval? Right. You just want like, OK, I still love you.

And so I like low crawled in my room, probably being a little dramatic. But I just as far as like pain and the capability of standing goes. But I wanted to be loved. You know, every kid, especially when you upset your parents, what do you just want their approval? Right. You just want like, OK, I still love you.

Yeah. So. I crawled in my room and I lay in my room and I cry and cry and cry. And that's when I that's kind of one of those days where I was just kind of like, I'm going to do something special with my life. I'm going to get the hell out of here. I'm going to do like this is not normal. This is not OK. It's also I began to have like a lot of suicidal ideation.

Yeah. So. I crawled in my room and I lay in my room and I cry and cry and cry. And that's when I that's kind of one of those days where I was just kind of like, I'm going to do something special with my life. I'm going to get the hell out of here. I'm going to do like this is not normal. This is not OK. It's also I began to have like a lot of suicidal ideation.