Seth Gehle

You know, a lot of people ask me, like, how did Seth stay on this, like, straight and narrow path? There's a lot of answers I could probably give you. But truthfully, I think I have something in my body that is this level of resilience or grit or something in my character that some people just don't have. I think some people have, some people don't.

You know, a lot of people ask me, like, how did Seth stay on this, like, straight and narrow path? There's a lot of answers I could probably give you. But truthfully, I think I have something in my body that is this level of resilience or grit or something in my character that some people just don't have. I think some people have, some people don't.

You know, a lot of people ask me, like, how did Seth stay on this, like, straight and narrow path? There's a lot of answers I could probably give you. But truthfully, I think I have something in my body that is this level of resilience or grit or something in my character that some people just don't have. I think some people have, some people don't.

And I think that's kind of what kept me from going down that path. On the same token with that, this guy Mondo, as bad as he was in my life, he was arguably the best thing, one of the best things that's ever happened to me. And it's really fucked up. And this is what's so fucked up about sexual trauma. Um, and also combat PTSD or first responder PTSD. They're very similar.

And I think that's kind of what kept me from going down that path. On the same token with that, this guy Mondo, as bad as he was in my life, he was arguably the best thing, one of the best things that's ever happened to me. And it's really fucked up. And this is what's so fucked up about sexual trauma. Um, and also combat PTSD or first responder PTSD. They're very similar.

And I think that's kind of what kept me from going down that path. On the same token with that, this guy Mondo, as bad as he was in my life, he was arguably the best thing, one of the best things that's ever happened to me. And it's really fucked up. And this is what's so fucked up about sexual trauma. Um, and also combat PTSD or first responder PTSD. They're very similar.

Um, and, and they're arguably two of the hardest to get over and understand and to process. Um, reason being is because the person that sexually abuses you is likely somebody who's very close to you. It's likely somebody who made you cereal, taught you how to throw a baseball, fucking did your homework with you. You know, somebody who's, you got these deep, um,

Um, and, and they're arguably two of the hardest to get over and understand and to process. Um, reason being is because the person that sexually abuses you is likely somebody who's very close to you. It's likely somebody who made you cereal, taught you how to throw a baseball, fucking did your homework with you. You know, somebody who's, you got these deep, um,

Um, and, and they're arguably two of the hardest to get over and understand and to process. Um, reason being is because the person that sexually abuses you is likely somebody who's very close to you. It's likely somebody who made you cereal, taught you how to throw a baseball, fucking did your homework with you. You know, somebody who's, you got these deep, um,

positive connections with uh combat ptsd uh you know the buddy that was killed is the guy that you were playing spades with talking shit with beating the hell out of he's your best fucking friend and so when you're trying to talk about this guy that you've lost in combat or or even just you remember the good times you remember the good times like oh man that one time we're playing spades with so and so and then it's like fuck man that guy's fucking not here no more and it fucking hurts

positive connections with uh combat ptsd uh you know the buddy that was killed is the guy that you were playing spades with talking shit with beating the hell out of he's your best fucking friend and so when you're trying to talk about this guy that you've lost in combat or or even just you remember the good times you remember the good times like oh man that one time we're playing spades with so and so and then it's like fuck man that guy's fucking not here no more and it fucking hurts

positive connections with uh combat ptsd uh you know the buddy that was killed is the guy that you were playing spades with talking shit with beating the hell out of he's your best fucking friend and so when you're trying to talk about this guy that you've lost in combat or or even just you remember the good times you remember the good times like oh man that one time we're playing spades with so and so and then it's like fuck man that guy's fucking not here no more and it fucking hurts

And so sexual trauma and combat PTSD, they're very similar in that regard when you're trying to process it because your brain has one memory. It remembers this person like, you know, so you remember the good and the bad. And so it just fucks you up really good. So, yeah, my grandparents died. Uh, they, I said, yes, my, my sisters ended up leaving. They go back to my mom's house.

And so sexual trauma and combat PTSD, they're very similar in that regard when you're trying to process it because your brain has one memory. It remembers this person like, you know, so you remember the good and the bad. And so it just fucks you up really good. So, yeah, my grandparents died. Uh, they, I said, yes, my, my sisters ended up leaving. They go back to my mom's house.

And so sexual trauma and combat PTSD, they're very similar in that regard when you're trying to process it because your brain has one memory. It remembers this person like, you know, so you remember the good and the bad. And so it just fucks you up really good. So, yeah, my grandparents died. Uh, they, I said, yes, my, my sisters ended up leaving. They go back to my mom's house.

I found out recently that when they did go back, my mom was living in a house that had no utilities. Um, they eventually were bouncing around hotel to hotel homeless, essentially with two little girls and they would go to dealers houses and clean up the houses for either drugs or money. Um, you know, uh, I had no idea that was happening at the time and it just breaks my heart for my sisters.

I found out recently that when they did go back, my mom was living in a house that had no utilities. Um, they eventually were bouncing around hotel to hotel homeless, essentially with two little girls and they would go to dealers houses and clean up the houses for either drugs or money. Um, you know, uh, I had no idea that was happening at the time and it just breaks my heart for my sisters.

I found out recently that when they did go back, my mom was living in a house that had no utilities. Um, they eventually were bouncing around hotel to hotel homeless, essentially with two little girls and they would go to dealers houses and clean up the houses for either drugs or money. Um, you know, uh, I had no idea that was happening at the time and it just breaks my heart for my sisters.

Um, I was with my grandparents and I truthfully, like I stayed with my grandparents because they had money. Like my grandpa retired from Ford and my grandma was running her own business and I had warm fricking meals and a bed to sleep in and a big house, nice cars. I was like no longer this poor kid, you know? But, um, unfortunately, um,

Um, I was with my grandparents and I truthfully, like I stayed with my grandparents because they had money. Like my grandpa retired from Ford and my grandma was running her own business and I had warm fricking meals and a bed to sleep in and a big house, nice cars. I was like no longer this poor kid, you know? But, um, unfortunately, um,