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Seth Gehle

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

Um, I was with my grandparents and I truthfully, like I stayed with my grandparents because they had money. Like my grandpa retired from Ford and my grandma was running her own business and I had warm fricking meals and a bed to sleep in and a big house, nice cars. I was like no longer this poor kid, you know? But, um, unfortunately, um,

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So, um, to kind of, I guess I skipped over a small piece of what I was saying with, um, uh, with Mondo being one of the, maybe the best things that happened was he guided me through a lot of this, like maybe out of his own ill intent of being connected to me or I don't know. Um, But he was like, you know, stay with your grandparents, you know.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

So, um, to kind of, I guess I skipped over a small piece of what I was saying with, um, uh, with Mondo being one of the, maybe the best things that happened was he guided me through a lot of this, like maybe out of his own ill intent of being connected to me or I don't know. Um, But he was like, you know, stay with your grandparents, you know.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

So, um, to kind of, I guess I skipped over a small piece of what I was saying with, um, uh, with Mondo being one of the, maybe the best things that happened was he guided me through a lot of this, like maybe out of his own ill intent of being connected to me or I don't know. Um, But he was like, you know, stay with your grandparents, you know.

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And even about a year or so later, after the adoption went through, like I got visitation with my mom and I went and saw my mom for the first time in like a year. I went home that night and I cried because I felt like I betrayed my mom. You know, I needed to go back and live with her and I felt horrible and like I missed her and I loved her. And I cried all night long in my bed.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

And even about a year or so later, after the adoption went through, like I got visitation with my mom and I went and saw my mom for the first time in like a year. I went home that night and I cried because I felt like I betrayed my mom. You know, I needed to go back and live with her and I felt horrible and like I missed her and I loved her. And I cried all night long in my bed.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

And even about a year or so later, after the adoption went through, like I got visitation with my mom and I went and saw my mom for the first time in like a year. I went home that night and I cried because I felt like I betrayed my mom. You know, I needed to go back and live with her and I felt horrible and like I missed her and I loved her. And I cried all night long in my bed.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

And I and I hated my grandparents. I hated I resented my grandparents so bad because of you. Once again, like I said earlier, I've had that victim mentality of like you don't know what I've been through kind of thing. And so you just you just fucking hate everybody, especially when people are happy. You just don't even understand like how you fucking happy. Like, fuck you, man.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

And I and I hated my grandparents. I hated I resented my grandparents so bad because of you. Once again, like I said earlier, I've had that victim mentality of like you don't know what I've been through kind of thing. And so you just you just fucking hate everybody, especially when people are happy. You just don't even understand like how you fucking happy. Like, fuck you, man.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

And I and I hated my grandparents. I hated I resented my grandparents so bad because of you. Once again, like I said earlier, I've had that victim mentality of like you don't know what I've been through kind of thing. And so you just you just fucking hate everybody, especially when people are happy. You just don't even understand like how you fucking happy. Like, fuck you, man.

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Like, I mean, so you don't even know what that word means. And I remember my grandma made me a birthday cake when I was 13. I came home from school. She made me a birthday cake and sung happy birthday to me. And I remember coming home and being like, like, fuck you. Like, I'm not a fucking kid. Like, I'm not a kid. Like, you don't have to do it. Don't treat me like a kid.

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Like, I mean, so you don't even know what that word means. And I remember my grandma made me a birthday cake when I was 13. I came home from school. She made me a birthday cake and sung happy birthday to me. And I remember coming home and being like, like, fuck you. Like, I'm not a fucking kid. Like, I'm not a kid. Like, you don't have to do it. Don't treat me like a kid.

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Like, I mean, so you don't even know what that word means. And I remember my grandma made me a birthday cake when I was 13. I came home from school. She made me a birthday cake and sung happy birthday to me. And I remember coming home and being like, like, fuck you. Like, I'm not a fucking kid. Like, I'm not a kid. Like, you don't have to do it. Don't treat me like a kid.

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Don't treat me like a baby. And I called Mondo and I said, like, man, my fucking grandma, man. Like, he's like, she did this and this. Like, I'm not a fucking kid. And he told me straight up. He's like, would you rather come home? And her beat the fuck out of you or care about you enough to make you a fucking cake. And so he changed my mindset a lot, you know, of treating my grandparents better.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

Don't treat me like a baby. And I called Mondo and I said, like, man, my fucking grandma, man. Like, he's like, she did this and this. Like, I'm not a fucking kid. And he told me straight up. He's like, would you rather come home? And her beat the fuck out of you or care about you enough to make you a fucking cake. And so he changed my mindset a lot, you know, of treating my grandparents better.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

Don't treat me like a baby. And I called Mondo and I said, like, man, my fucking grandma, man. Like, he's like, she did this and this. Like, I'm not a fucking kid. And he told me straight up. He's like, would you rather come home? And her beat the fuck out of you or care about you enough to make you a fucking cake. And so he changed my mindset a lot, you know, of treating my grandparents better.

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He coached me a lot through school and bullying and like all these different things. For the good or the worse, I don't know. But it did help me. I mean, he did put me on that path. And that's why sexual trauma, like I said, is so fucked up. Because these people that have such good plans for you, they have just as bad likely, you know.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

He coached me a lot through school and bullying and like all these different things. For the good or the worse, I don't know. But it did help me. I mean, he did put me on that path. And that's why sexual trauma, like I said, is so fucked up. Because these people that have such good plans for you, they have just as bad likely, you know.

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Episode 372 - Seth Gehle

He coached me a lot through school and bullying and like all these different things. For the good or the worse, I don't know. But it did help me. I mean, he did put me on that path. And that's why sexual trauma, like I said, is so fucked up. Because these people that have such good plans for you, they have just as bad likely, you know.

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Yeah, that's probably a better way to put it. Not good plans was a bad choice of words there.