Seth Gehle

Um, I can't say anything to anybody because many, many reasons, some of them being people are going to think I'm gay. They're going to think I'm weird. They're going to make fun of me. Um, what if I have AIDS or I didn't know how they need that shit work, but I was scared of having AIDS or HIV. Um, I was so fucking scared of so many things, man.

Um, I can't say anything to anybody because many, many reasons, some of them being people are going to think I'm gay. They're going to think I'm weird. They're going to make fun of me. Um, what if I have AIDS or I didn't know how they need that shit work, but I was scared of having AIDS or HIV. Um, I was so fucking scared of so many things, man.

Um, I can't say anything to anybody because many, many reasons, some of them being people are going to think I'm gay. They're going to think I'm weird. They're going to make fun of me. Um, what if I have AIDS or I didn't know how they need that shit work, but I was scared of having AIDS or HIV. Um, I was so fucking scared of so many things, man.

And I was sitting there on that fucking toilet crying and crying and crying. And I get up. I take a shower. I walk back out and I put a smile on. And I keep playing the fucking game. And it goes on for... Almost three more years. I was up at his house one weekend. I was a month away from being 16. And I had a younger friend that would hang out with me and go to his house.

And I was sitting there on that fucking toilet crying and crying and crying. And I get up. I take a shower. I walk back out and I put a smile on. And I keep playing the fucking game. And it goes on for... Almost three more years. I was up at his house one weekend. I was a month away from being 16. And I had a younger friend that would hang out with me and go to his house.

And I was sitting there on that fucking toilet crying and crying and crying. And I get up. I take a shower. I walk back out and I put a smile on. And I keep playing the fucking game. And it goes on for... Almost three more years. I was up at his house one weekend. I was a month away from being 16. And I had a younger friend that would hang out with me and go to his house.

And this kid, now this kid, he was only allowed to go if I was there. His parents would not let him go alone. And so me and this kid are hanging out up there and he was having a bad day. And this was like a Friday night, I think. And he makes a comment to my friend. He says, hey, if you're having a bad day, I can take you back in the bed and blow you.

And this kid, now this kid, he was only allowed to go if I was there. His parents would not let him go alone. And so me and this kid are hanging out up there and he was having a bad day. And this was like a Friday night, I think. And he makes a comment to my friend. He says, hey, if you're having a bad day, I can take you back in the bed and blow you.

And this kid, now this kid, he was only allowed to go if I was there. His parents would not let him go alone. And so me and this kid are hanging out up there and he was having a bad day. And this was like a Friday night, I think. And he makes a comment to my friend. He says, hey, if you're having a bad day, I can take you back in the bed and blow you.

And I'm playing a video game on the computer when he says this. And we laugh it off. We all laugh it off. And Mondo takes my friend back in his bed. And this is the first time in almost six years that I had ever seen anybody else go back there other than Jacob when we initially started hanging out.

And I'm playing a video game on the computer when he says this. And we laugh it off. We all laugh it off. And Mondo takes my friend back in his bed. And this is the first time in almost six years that I had ever seen anybody else go back there other than Jacob when we initially started hanging out.

And I'm playing a video game on the computer when he says this. And we laugh it off. We all laugh it off. And Mondo takes my friend back in his bed. And this is the first time in almost six years that I had ever seen anybody else go back there other than Jacob when we initially started hanging out.

And, you know, just to be clear, too, like the audacity that these people have, I would go back in that guy's bed and we would have people over like in a studio, like where there's just a curtain separating us. We're 15 feet apart. And this guy's like molesting me in his bed with other people out in the other room playing video games, having a good time.

And, you know, just to be clear, too, like the audacity that these people have, I would go back in that guy's bed and we would have people over like in a studio, like where there's just a curtain separating us. We're 15 feet apart. And this guy's like molesting me in his bed with other people out in the other room playing video games, having a good time.

And, you know, just to be clear, too, like the audacity that these people have, I would go back in that guy's bed and we would have people over like in a studio, like where there's just a curtain separating us. We're 15 feet apart. And this guy's like molesting me in his bed with other people out in the other room playing video games, having a good time.

So there's so many nights where I spent back in that guy's fucking bed with my friends out in the living room, playing games, eating pizza, drinking pop. And I'm back here like fucking going through hell. And I saw my friend go back there, and I was like, we're not doing this. And I message, I'm playing a video game, and I message Jacob on the video game.

So there's so many nights where I spent back in that guy's fucking bed with my friends out in the living room, playing games, eating pizza, drinking pop. And I'm back here like fucking going through hell. And I saw my friend go back there, and I was like, we're not doing this. And I message, I'm playing a video game, and I message Jacob on the video game.

So there's so many nights where I spent back in that guy's fucking bed with my friends out in the living room, playing games, eating pizza, drinking pop. And I'm back here like fucking going through hell. And I saw my friend go back there, and I was like, we're not doing this. And I message, I'm playing a video game, and I message Jacob on the video game.

This is, I usually don't tell the story the way that I will, but... I messaged Jacob on the video game. And on the video game, when you direct message somebody, it pops up in a different color chat. And it's very visible, like you know when you see it. So I messaged him. I said, hey, I need to talk to you Sunday when I get home. And all he says back to me is okay. And that was it.

This is, I usually don't tell the story the way that I will, but... I messaged Jacob on the video game. And on the video game, when you direct message somebody, it pops up in a different color chat. And it's very visible, like you know when you see it. So I messaged him. I said, hey, I need to talk to you Sunday when I get home. And all he says back to me is okay. And that was it.