Seth Gehle

This is, I usually don't tell the story the way that I will, but... I messaged Jacob on the video game. And on the video game, when you direct message somebody, it pops up in a different color chat. And it's very visible, like you know when you see it. So I messaged him. I said, hey, I need to talk to you Sunday when I get home. And all he says back to me is okay. And that was it.

As soon as I say that, for some fucking weird reason, like Mondo comes out of the room and I didn't see him initially. I was looking at the computer screen. It's dark. So your peripheral is not there. And I see him like at the very last second. I scrolled up in the chat to try to hide the message. You know, I think Mondo saw it. because the whole mood changed that whole weekend.

As soon as I say that, for some fucking weird reason, like Mondo comes out of the room and I didn't see him initially. I was looking at the computer screen. It's dark. So your peripheral is not there. And I see him like at the very last second. I scrolled up in the chat to try to hide the message. You know, I think Mondo saw it. because the whole mood changed that whole weekend.

As soon as I say that, for some fucking weird reason, like Mondo comes out of the room and I didn't see him initially. I was looking at the computer screen. It's dark. So your peripheral is not there. And I see him like at the very last second. I scrolled up in the chat to try to hide the message. You know, I think Mondo saw it. because the whole mood changed that whole weekend.

And if he would have seen that I had messaged Jacob, he would have known like my cover is blown or something's wrong or something's off. You know what I'm saying? They're very, very smart. And I, I'll get back to why I think you saw it. The whole mood changed and, um, He was just like, I felt like he was going to kill me.

And if he would have seen that I had messaged Jacob, he would have known like my cover is blown or something's wrong or something's off. You know what I'm saying? They're very, very smart. And I, I'll get back to why I think you saw it. The whole mood changed and, um, He was just like, I felt like he was going to kill me.

And if he would have seen that I had messaged Jacob, he would have known like my cover is blown or something's wrong or something's off. You know what I'm saying? They're very, very smart. And I, I'll get back to why I think you saw it. The whole mood changed and, um, He was just like, I felt like he was going to kill me.

And I may have just been paranoid, you know, but I mean, the rest of the weekend that I was there, I was just like watching the door. Like, I'm like, do I run? What do I do? Like, you know, what am I going to do to get home? Because I was scared. I thought he was going to kill us. That was a Friday night. I don't think anything happened to my friend. They weren't back there for very long.

And I may have just been paranoid, you know, but I mean, the rest of the weekend that I was there, I was just like watching the door. Like, I'm like, do I run? What do I do? Like, you know, what am I going to do to get home? Because I was scared. I thought he was going to kill us. That was a Friday night. I don't think anything happened to my friend. They weren't back there for very long.

And I may have just been paranoid, you know, but I mean, the rest of the weekend that I was there, I was just like watching the door. Like, I'm like, do I run? What do I do? Like, you know, what am I going to do to get home? Because I was scared. I thought he was going to kill us. That was a Friday night. I don't think anything happened to my friend. They weren't back there for very long.

But then the next night, unfortunately, he ends up raping me again. And, you know, that had happened several times over the course of the years. But Saturday night, that happens. Wake up in the morning Sunday. We go home. I get to my house. Mondo drops me off. He's got my friend, so he takes my friend home.

But then the next night, unfortunately, he ends up raping me again. And, you know, that had happened several times over the course of the years. But Saturday night, that happens. Wake up in the morning Sunday. We go home. I get to my house. Mondo drops me off. He's got my friend, so he takes my friend home.

But then the next night, unfortunately, he ends up raping me again. And, you know, that had happened several times over the course of the years. But Saturday night, that happens. Wake up in the morning Sunday. We go home. I get to my house. Mondo drops me off. He's got my friend, so he takes my friend home.

My friend lives in the city and, um, Jacob shows up at my house like an hour later, Jacob's in college at this point, you know? And so, um, we go to my bedroom and we're pacing back and forth in my bedroom. And I'm just telling Jacob like, Hey man, uh, I've been wanting to tell you this for a long time. I don't know how to say this and I'm just scared. And like, I just don't know what to say.

My friend lives in the city and, um, Jacob shows up at my house like an hour later, Jacob's in college at this point, you know? And so, um, we go to my bedroom and we're pacing back and forth in my bedroom. And I'm just telling Jacob like, Hey man, uh, I've been wanting to tell you this for a long time. I don't know how to say this and I'm just scared. And like, I just don't know what to say.

My friend lives in the city and, um, Jacob shows up at my house like an hour later, Jacob's in college at this point, you know? And so, um, we go to my bedroom and we're pacing back and forth in my bedroom. And I'm just telling Jacob like, Hey man, uh, I've been wanting to tell you this for a long time. I don't know how to say this and I'm just scared. And like, I just don't know what to say.

And I'm, and that's all I keep repeating myself. I'm And, um, I cannot say it. I cannot admit anything. I can't, you know, get to the point. And Jacob's standing there quietly and he just says, uh, he breaks the silence and he's like, Mondo touched you, didn't he? And, uh, I fell apart. I fucking, you know, 16 years of like just pain had, it was leaving my body. I just fell to the floor.

And I'm, and that's all I keep repeating myself. I'm And, um, I cannot say it. I cannot admit anything. I can't, you know, get to the point. And Jacob's standing there quietly and he just says, uh, he breaks the silence and he's like, Mondo touched you, didn't he? And, uh, I fell apart. I fucking, you know, 16 years of like just pain had, it was leaving my body. I just fell to the floor.

And I'm, and that's all I keep repeating myself. I'm And, um, I cannot say it. I cannot admit anything. I can't, you know, get to the point. And Jacob's standing there quietly and he just says, uh, he breaks the silence and he's like, Mondo touched you, didn't he? And, uh, I fell apart. I fucking, you know, 16 years of like just pain had, it was leaving my body. I just fell to the floor.

And, um, I remember just like laying there, like so cold. And like, I just felt like I was melting and like punching the floor and punching the floor and crying. And a few seconds later, Jacob's like, well, he did it to me too. And I had no idea, you know, I had no clue. And I turn and I look at him and I'm just like, Every bit of pain that I had felt, I was just like, what the fuck, man?