Shahroo Izadi

Plus, of course, I found it easier to eat nothing than to eat one of most things by this point.

Right.

Because by this point also, context-wise, so much more was ultra-processed food.

So I was relapsing on stuff that was objectively more fattening, right?

And so...

The gastric band was such that it gave me a different type of eating disorder.

It made the binging and the restricting far more extreme.

The things I was binging on, it diversified the things I was binging on because now I could only pick things that were soft and went through the band.

So let's say before I was eating, I don't know, crisps and stuff.

Now I'd be eating ice cream.

So I was diversifying the bad foods that invariably I would overcorrect on one day.

Isn't it?

It was just endless.

On top of all the diets, the grapefruit, the this, the, I don't know, literally name them, I've done them.

And then I went through a hard time and obviously I relapsed on my drug of choice.

And for a moment, I dared not care about what it would do to my waistline.

And it went, and I just felt like this click and I couldn't, I was trying to be sick and I couldn't.

Yeah.

It apparently that does happen, which now I'm not surprised by because a lot of people who've got to that stage will have invariably had a problem with food.

Right.