Shauna Lee Janko

It is a gift from God because I did not have it.

You know, like it's crazy.

I did not have it.

I did not believe and not have the inner feeling, understanding like that feeling.

I tell you like it's so hard to explain.

You just you're just it just doesn't fit.

It doesn't make sense.

Like I will never be able to believe because I don't feel it inside.

So it's not real.

Like I just don't feel it.

So that when that day like happened, when, when like, I like, I pursued the Lord, I pursued the Lord for a few years and I pursued him hard for like the year before he like, it finally clicked for me.

Like I pursued him hard, man.

Cause I really wanted to like know if it was real, if it was not real, if this is it.

And I wanted to be in communion with him.

And so then when he like unlocked that in me, it just feels like it's a supernatural gift.

blessings are on their way this will be healed but they're frozen because they don't even believe it more than yeah you know i mean like yeah i think you had i think you're probably a big well i know you're a big part of that your faith like you had faith that it would come through because even when you told me that if this was six years ago right i'm still i'm still developing my relationship with god my faith is not where it's at so you tell me that and i'm like i mean probably not

But, like, that's nice.

Like, they'd be great, but probably not.

So my faith wasn't even there to believe it at that time.

You know what I mean?