Shawn Johnson East

Life was sucked out of us.

The screams are ridiculous.

I was like, that's not us.

I think he was like only thinking about Brie in that moment because he like asked Brie when she died.

So then it was like, well, there you go.

Yeah, I think what you were saying, the cool thing about the show was maybe I didn't come in at my strongest, but as the days went on, I think we got stronger.

I got stronger as each day went on because I was in Italy the month before.

I was just not prepared for this at all.

In the moment, obviously no.

Your mom leaving, it was abrupt.

Oh, totally.

She did not give me any warning at all.

And they're like, now fire them up.

No, literally.

And when she left, we actually were in a car alone together, which you know never happens.

And we had a full, we had, everyone was there basically still.

So we had, we were in a car alone.

She's just like talking, but we talked about this in general.

She's like, you know, when I leave, do you want me to wait for you here in Morocco or should I go home?

And I'm like, no, just go home.