Shawn Ryan

Right.

Yeah.

And then the one of the producers came up and said, wow, that was that was so courageous.

And you just you didn't you didn't dodge it.

And I said, well, yeah, I already wrote about it and spoke about it and put it.

And she said, oh, no, no, you you'd be amazed how many people put stuff in a book.

And then when it comes time to, you know, promote it or discuss it or whatever, they completely lose their minds.

They just want to run and hide because I guess they never or they didn't see the connection between like, okay, it goes here and then, you know, and then does that.

It's still, you know, you're responsible for all of it.

They're telling you not to ask something like that.

Like you've just read it in the book, and then you want to tell them, but it's here.

I am on a drug.

It's called Charlie Sheen.

I'm different.

I just have a different constitution.

I have a different brain.

I have a different heart.

I have a different, you know, I get tiger blood, man.

Dying's for fools.

In the middle of that whole chaos?