Shawn Ryan

That's it.

I'm going to do something about this.

So I looked through the book, and I found something that would

do what I wanted, and I did that hex.

And then there was another one.

What did you want to happen?

I really don't want to get into it because I don't want anybody to be misled and try and figure out what I did and go down that route because it was a terrible deviation from what was good and right in the world for me.

Of course, that power's out there.

Without black, there's no white.

But it was just...

For me, after that happened, I realized that I really don't want to talk about this.

I really don't want to get anybody interested in it.

So I'll talk about it to the degree that I'm comfortable with where I know that nobody can be misled from it.

And then you did another one?

I did a second one, and that one was something when I had moved back to California already.

And there was somebody that I wanted, and I was just, you know, I was an ugly, redheaded, freckle-faced kid with short hair and sweat rings.

And I didn't have any chance of being with this girl, but everybody in school wanted to be with this girl.

So I figured, what the hell?

You know, I say that quite a lot in my life, right?

And...