Shekhar Natarajan

How old were you then?

I was 23.

And so all of this, like, and I was the only guy in the family who would support the entire like seven member family, you know, except like now my father is gone.

So it was six, you know, including me, it was seven.

And I'm supposed to be the guy like leading the family.

You're the eldest.

I'm the youngest.

Oh, you're the youngest.

I'm the youngest because the eldest was like bipolar.

Right.

And the second one was just barely getting like settled.

So somehow I said, you know what, I fuck care.

And I just like, I let it go.

And then I just never saw anything after that.

But even now at times when like my chips are falling down and I feel like, you know, like something bad is going to happen.

I just get back into that state of,

like pulling that old dream of like me not finishing the game.

Interesting, interesting, interesting.

So now, what got you into depth psychology after your Boulder education?

Sounds like... He sounds like LLM's today, like a lot of BS with a lot of confidence.