Shekhar Natarajan

So it was a taboo that you wanted to run away from, or perceived taboo?

So you separated from your family because of this reason?

Or is your family still an integral part of it?

Because some of these stupid things is the way we constructed our imagination of what life needs to be.

Sadly for not sadly anymore sadly for my mother wasn't gonna bring home a nice Jewish girl either, but did that make you a better psycho Analyst because of the sort of the the maturity that you have because you know When you're processing like, you know what people perceive as shame, but you you internalize it as basically your identity Mm-hmm, then you're conflicted and you're fighting that yeah unconsciously consciously you're projecting something unconsciously.

You're fighting it.

So did your identity, did your sexual makeup actually enable you and sort of empower you to understand people better because of that?

Fascinating.

Fascinating.

So Boulder, Colorado, you came out with flying colors on the other side?

Or were you flying on the other side?

That's why you showed up in London?

So it was liberating for you.

Like euphoric, you know?

Yeah.

And so how did that change the subconscious?

Do you like is there like a like a bump that you have to get through like the threshold that you feel like, you know, now I feel really, you know, liberated and I can let go my past.

Is there like a time like that that happens?

So this is a very interesting thought, and I want the audience to kind of hear this out.

You know, I think like everyone has some sort of hidden fears that they have built in, right?