Shi Heng Yi

That would be the way of, ah, now you are being, now the flow, you just go with the flow.

But the harder I am here, this is my idea, this is my life, this is what I think, this is what I want.

Then it just means you are surrounded by the flow all the time, but you're not being taken with the flow.

You're not going with the flow.

Why?

Because you are resisting it.

Resisting it by your own mind, by your own ideas.

That's why this whole idea of empty yourself.

Then the universe speaks to you.

So, like probably 10 years ago,

like the name Sheheng Yi or even Shaolin spirit wasn't so well known as it is nowadays.

So along this journey, starting also with COVID, how I say this, of course it was nice at some point to say, okay, nice, like the followers are growing and some recognition and some appreciation from everyone and so many possibilities and you're being invited here, you're being invited there.

In the beginning, it was nice.

But at some point, I also started literally really thinking, okay, so meanwhile, I'm invited here.

The doors are wide open.

So I could literally visualize in my head already where this whole journey might go if it would be up to

to my mind meaning okay I can make more events I can have more podcasts I can join more television shows I would maybe even make it easily to somehow join maybe in some movie and then I was contemplating okay let's just imagine all of this is happening and then I literally was sitting there and asking and then what

Literally, and then what?

And this was like one starting point where I literally said, okay, there's no point in really pushing more forward, like more followers, more events and whatsoever, because I already could sense and see for myself, this is not the way.

And then simultaneously on the outside, I would say, different things started happening.