Sita Walker

And Dad sort of said, well, your mother's going to pray and then I'm going to call Medicare.

So they did a good team effort on getting me back on my feet.

The little rental house felt great, actually, for a while.

It was exciting to have my very own place for the first time ever.

And I felt just the lifting of resentment.

I think when you've been in a relationship for a long time that is struggling...

there can be a real heavy feeling and heavy energy that surrounds everything.

And that was just lifted off me because I didn't feel observed in any way by anyone.

And I kind of wasn't even observing myself.

So I just...

did the things that I wanted to do.

And it was a lot of work, but I wasn't resenting anyone for not helping or I wasn't resenting anyone, the kids or anyone.

So it was an emancipation in a way.

I felt terrific.

Like I really, really wanted to watch TV.

There were so many shows that I had missed and I love television.

TV and films.

So I watched a lot of telly and it was wonderful.

And I wanted to just eat.

I was very, very thin and I wanted to eat what I wanted to eat.