Sophie Smith

You're fine to go to the loo.

But then, you know, as I remember as the days progressed,

past, the nurses were encouraging me to go in the wheelchair and just go outside and get some fresh air.

And I said, no, thanks.

I don't want to go anywhere.

I don't want to.

I'm going to wait.

I can't.

I just have to make it to 24 weeks.

Is that him on the cover of your book?

Yes, he is.

He is.

And I'm so, I'm so happy that Henry, that that photo was able to be on the cover of my book.

Yeah.

Yeah, I had to be... After Henry, we kept Henry with us for about two days, I think, and then we had to say goodbye, which was really hard.

But I remember...

that the most important thing now was I've had to... I had to keep... I had to look after Evan and Jasper.

And I had to remain as calm as possible because I thought that if I was very distressed, I might, you know, even spike a fever and then they'd think I had an infection and then they'd be inducing.

So I didn't want to even... I didn't want to even be sad because I just... And I wanted to just...

And Ash was amazing.