Stefano

Like, I do different things.

This is what pay my bills.

I don't want to have an open relationship.

But I have to sleep with other people for my job.

And that is not cheating.

It's just a way that I have to pay my bills.

This doesn't mean that I don't want to have a relationship, that I want to be with you.

But this is just a way, as I told you, this is a way that I pay for this apartment.

I live alone here in Bondi, which is not easy.

And if I stop doing this...

What do I do?

I mean, if I want to be a lawyer here, you know how much I have to pay, study for at least one year, do the bar exam, so many things.

And to be honest, I don't know if I'm ready for that, if I want to give up all my, the life standard that I got.

sleeping with somebody and I'm just sharing like two hours filming content with somebody you know but then at the end of the day I'm cuddling you I'm not cuddling that person I'm not sharing like a TV show or like I'm not even cooking for that person and I get that and I don't doubt your feelings towards me but I suppose maybe I've reached a point now where

Something that I learned in this industry is to split sex and love.

Like, you can have both, but you can also have one thing and the other thing.

You know what I mean?

I mean, I understand you.

I have to be 100% honest.

I don't know if I can change my content.