Stephanie

So she won't even message me if like she wants my kids to come over or like if her kids want to hang out with my kids, she won't even message me.

She will go right to my husband.

Like she won't really talk to me.

It's just awkward energy.

So like obviously she's upset.

It was in September.

it felt like it was kind of like a bandaid on it.

You know what I mean?

Yes.

I just wanted to get another perspective, kind of like, obviously I know where I was in the wrong, but it, it feels like, cause it's still lingering that I keep questioning.

I'm like, if I'm a terrible person or not, I'm just, I don't know.

And I don't know where, like where I should go.

Like if I should try to establish these friendships or if,

I feel kind of betrayed in a way, too, because I feel like people taking something that made me feel uncomfortable and then announcing it and telling their version of it really didn't hit me the wrong way.

And now they're acting like I'm the bad one because I basically it felt like like they are saying that I'm like stirring drama and trying to just start drama.

Right.

And for me, it's not that.

Yeah, I am.

Yeah, this was kind of my wake up call of that, right?

I think this was kind of my moment of, okay, maybe I do need to take a step back because we spent a lot of time together with this group.