Steven

So when you came back from rehab, they thought you were working as an informant potentially?

So when you came back from rehab, they thought you were working as an informant potentially?

And what did that mean for you as a cop?

And what did that mean for you as a cop?

And you tried to resign slash retire from the police on disability at one point?

And you tried to resign slash retire from the police on disability at one point?

Right.

Right.

Someone looking at the story would probably go, why didn't you, if you knew that they were onto you, if you knew that they were investigating you, following you for months and months and months, why didn't you just stop?

Someone looking at the story would probably go, why didn't you, if you knew that they were onto you, if you knew that they were investigating you, following you for months and months and months, why didn't you just stop?

I was born in 92. And in 92, that's quite a significant year for you because this is the year you were arrested. Correct, yeah. What happened that day? Take me into that day when you were arrested by the police department.

I was born in 92. And in 92, that's quite a significant year for you because this is the year you were arrested. Correct, yeah. What happened that day? Take me into that day when you were arrested by the police department.

So did you think you were going to jail for the rest of your life at that point?

So did you think you were going to jail for the rest of your life at that point?

You know, when you say you're going to work with anxiety and fear, earlier on you said you weren't scared of being arrested. I wasn't scared of being arrested.

You know, when you say you're going to work with anxiety and fear, earlier on you said you weren't scared of being arrested. I wasn't scared of being arrested.

It's funny when you describe being arrested and you reference it almost like it was your moment of freedom.

It's funny when you describe being arrested and you reference it almost like it was your moment of freedom.

Obviously, most people can't relate because they've never been in such a situation where they've been like arrested. But I think to some degree, people can relate with the feeling of living a life that's like inauthentic to them and then something happening which forces them to course correct.

Obviously, most people can't relate because they've never been in such a situation where they've been like arrested. But I think to some degree, people can relate with the feeling of living a life that's like inauthentic to them and then something happening which forces them to course correct.