Susan Grau

And what we learn is that pushing...

As we go through this journey, hopefully we learn that pushing our way through it is not necessarily, it's a forced solution.

And what I've learned is a forced solution is never a good solution ever.

We want it to unfold.

And that's what they were trying to teach me.

Of course, never listened in my whole journey.

throughout my whole life.

Things always come when they're meant to come, but they don't have time there.

It's different.

They're not set by a clock.

And people say to me, I heard that my loved ones, when they die, they can't be with God till this particular amount of time or this or that.

They always have this time.

And I say, whose calendar are they going by?

Are you going by human calendar?

And that's what we're doing.

And spiritual warfare for me, more than anything, is my brain fighting my soul and what my soul knows.

Something pops into my brain that I think is right.

And my soul is screaming at me and I'm not listening.

And I think this should come to me at this time.

And if I have a script, basically, in my head that I've learned over my life journey, as a child, I've learned this is the script and this is how it's supposed to look if I'm doing it right, instead of letting things unfold the way the Spirit wants it to.