Suzanne Noble

Yeah, but I didn't know, Kathy.

Back then, I didn't even know these words.

They didn't even exist.

I didn't know these words.

No, no.

I didn't know any.

Honestly, I didn't know anything.

I just knew that he kind of liked feeling a bit jealous.

He liked watching.

He liked doing what he liked doing.

But yeah, I didn't really have the vernacular around any of this.

And then I met this other person.

And again, I didn't realize until years later when I reflected on...

on our relationship, which was kind of on and off for six years, but not in a serious way, just in a fantasy execution kind of way that he was very dominating and very, yeah, he kind of took control, which I realized I actually really enjoyed.

kind of on and off for six years, but not in a serious way, just in a fantasy execution kind of way that he was very dominating and very, yeah, he kind of took control, which I realized I actually really enjoyed.

And so, yeah, we just, we just went to parties.

We went to clubs.

We went to a naturist village in France called the Cap d'Ag, which is a,

a crazy place where during the high season, you know, during the summer, there's like 40,000 people that live in this nature's town and all sorts of stuff goes on there.

And that was, that was crazy fun.