Tabitha Brown

Oh, honey, listen, my husband was so happy. He was like, finally, the world get to see who I know. Wow. Yeah. I mean, for years he hated the industry of Hollywood because he saw how it changed me. He would always say, why you can't just be you? He would, I mean, it would be all the time. Why you can't just be Tab? You know, the same Tab that talked to your daddy.

Oh, honey, listen, my husband was so happy. He was like, finally, the world get to see who I know. Wow. Yeah. I mean, for years he hated the industry of Hollywood because he saw how it changed me. He would always say, why you can't just be you? He would, I mean, it would be all the time. Why you can't just be Tab? You know, the same Tab that talked to your daddy.

And I'm like, that ain't what they want. I got to be this tab. Those were the arguments and all the no's I would get and all the hard work I would be studying and going to class. And he was like, you're doing all of this and they still don't like you. So he hated the industry for a long time.

And I'm like, that ain't what they want. I got to be this tab. Those were the arguments and all the no's I would get and all the hard work I would be studying and going to class. And he was like, you're doing all of this and they still don't like you. So he hated the industry for a long time.

So when I became free and started walking in my freedom walk, he was like, now the world gets to see who I love. And I was like. You was kind of right about it, I guess, all along. But no, it actually has made our relationship better and stronger.

So when I became free and started walking in my freedom walk, he was like, now the world gets to see who I love. And I was like. You was kind of right about it, I guess, all along. But no, it actually has made our relationship better and stronger.

I think the biggest fear before was, you know, dying with this thing inside of me. Like never letting it be seen, right? Fear now doesn't, necessarily live with me as much I don't know if I have a necessarily like I don't I don't know if I have a fear I want to I want to change people right I want to I want to affect them in the best way possible right and sometimes

I think the biggest fear before was, you know, dying with this thing inside of me. Like never letting it be seen, right? Fear now doesn't, necessarily live with me as much I don't know if I have a necessarily like I don't I don't know if I have a fear I want to I want to change people right I want to I want to affect them in the best way possible right and sometimes

trying to spread love and positivity people don't want to buy into that sometimes why is that i think misery loves company you know and sometimes happiness uh scares people you know you can have people that everything's going great and they'll be like i know something bad's gonna happen why We're allowed to go through it either way, you know?

trying to spread love and positivity people don't want to buy into that sometimes why is that i think misery loves company you know and sometimes happiness uh scares people you know you can have people that everything's going great and they'll be like i know something bad's gonna happen why We're allowed to go through it either way, you know?

So I think sometimes I don't necessarily fear it, but I am concerned. Am I doing enough? with spreading love and trying to reach people. Am I doing it the right way? Even though I feel at peace about it, I always, you know, I'm in prayer like, God, is this really what you want me to do? I want to make sure I'm not ever being triggered to get back into being in control.

So I think sometimes I don't necessarily fear it, but I am concerned. Am I doing enough? with spreading love and trying to reach people. Am I doing it the right way? Even though I feel at peace about it, I always, you know, I'm in prayer like, God, is this really what you want me to do? I want to make sure I'm not ever being triggered to get back into being in control.

Because healing is a journey. And so sometimes we can be triggered to going back to our old things. And my old thing is being, I'm in control. Instead of, no, no, I'm letting God be in control and I'm walking. And I never want to go back. I never want to go back.

Because healing is a journey. And so sometimes we can be triggered to going back to our old things. And my old thing is being, I'm in control. Instead of, no, no, I'm letting God be in control and I'm walking. And I never want to go back. I never want to go back.

Hmm. I think it's that feeling. For me, it's the feeling off balance.

Hmm. I think it's that feeling. For me, it's the feeling off balance.

Yeah. And when nothing seems to be lining up, oh, Tab, you trying to do this. Step back. Step back and let's look at every piece of the puzzle. And make sure you're not trying to create the puzzle, create the pieces and put it all together. Sit back and let God do what God does. We still have to do our part because faith without work is dead. Right. But still, you got to let him orchestrate.

Yeah. And when nothing seems to be lining up, oh, Tab, you trying to do this. Step back. Step back and let's look at every piece of the puzzle. And make sure you're not trying to create the puzzle, create the pieces and put it all together. Sit back and let God do what God does. We still have to do our part because faith without work is dead. Right. But still, you got to let him orchestrate.

I think just staying true to who I am. Right. I don't, I don't fear, um, I don't fear or project Negative, right? I'm not preparing for negative. I'm expecting the unexpected, right? Which I'm always in my mind thinking of God saying it's more than what I can imagine, right? That's greatness. That's what I'm looking forward to. I don't look forward to cloudy days, although I know they will come.

I think just staying true to who I am. Right. I don't, I don't fear, um, I don't fear or project Negative, right? I'm not preparing for negative. I'm expecting the unexpected, right? Which I'm always in my mind thinking of God saying it's more than what I can imagine, right? That's greatness. That's what I'm looking forward to. I don't look forward to cloudy days, although I know they will come.