Tana Mongeau

It does suck because you're like, and maybe that's also just growing older as well.

Like we were, you know, by the end of it, like she's getting married and I'm like, you know, I'm so happy with McCohen spending so much more time in Hawaii and I'm sober as all fucking hell.

So I'm just seeing everything so clearly to where like by the end of it, you know, like.

Yeah, you feel more types of ways about the way the internet is going to pick everything apart and you start to overthink.

I became an overthinker.

I became an anxious person.

I developed OCD a little bit for the first time in my life in the sober journey of just like, you know?

change between you two I think that it is so so cool and I know that that's just like such a like silly flippant thing to say but I think there's a big part of me as well that when I walk out of what cancelled was and now I like will see the old clips on my timeline and stuff I look at those two girls and I'm just like

so deeply, deeply proud of them for like going through all of that and like even just our own personal struggles.

You know what I mean?

Like she wasn't an alcoholic and like all of these just different things like our own personal struggles.

I'm just so proud of the lives that we were able to create for ourselves.

And like this is going to sound so stupid, but like right now she has these cameras in her backyard where they see all the like bunnies, like there's bunnies in her backyard.

And I'll just like see her post about like her bunnies in her backyard.

And like, I'm just like, I don't know how to explain it.

It's so light and stupid, but it's such this big metaphor.

Like you're just like chilling at home.

Your cortisol isn't on 10 and you're excited about these bunnies.

And like, that's fucking awesome.

You got too much.