Taryn Brumfitt

I'm also done with this.

I hate, hating my body just robs me of my joy, puts me on the sideline of my life.

Maybe there's a chance or a possibility I don't have to.

Yeah, I mean, there was breadcrumbs along the way, but even backstage about to walk out, you know, and I was gluing down my excess skin on my tummy into my knickers, like, you know, things you expect never to do in one's lifetime and still having a problem with my body.

And then I think the critical moment was going out on stage in front of 800 people and

And, I mean, it's such a classic because I saw one person and it was my dad.

I was like, why out of 800 people?

It's because he's got silver fox hair.

And I was thinking, oh, poor dad.

He's just here for the journey.

But, you know, no one dialed this one up.

But I remember judges looking at my body and, like, writing down notes and I was like, this is ridiculous.

You don't know my story.

You don't know what this incredible body has done.

And I think that was a real moment for me.

And it felt like, oh, I've arrived in what I thought would make me happy and it hasn't.

What's a new way?

What's a new way of living and being?

And how do I find peace in my body?

I had some inklings as I was filming Embrace that this was going to blow some minds open and blow some socks off.